Friday, February 23, 2007


Good thing it is Friday, because my cash flow surely isn't where it needs to be and I work both tonight and tomorrow.

I've come to the realization that much of my intermittent depression is caused from a distinct lack of motivation, or rather the belief that my motivation should be greater than its current level.
I'm really happy lately however, so oh well. The fox is bliss, and school grinds on, approaching an ever increasing termination.

Plan for the weekend
  • Wake up, clean/laundry
  • Shopping
  • Utilize Herb and get a pedicure
  • Lunch at nice restaurant
  • Watch news programs and read paper
  • Study for Multinational Business Operations exam II
    • Making dinner at the fox's house, Chicken Curry with Basmanti rice, garlic naan bread, a quaff able fabulously sweet and chewy Viognier
  • New Rome!
Spring is coming, I need to loose some weight so I can look good in a bikini...

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Make Money

I am a market addict.

Television? Oh, you mean CNBC.

News? Oh, you mean The Wall Street Journal... what, whats that? We are at war?
Great for the economy.

Ben Bernake? Dats my fucking nigga dawwg.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007


Why is it that I can spend copious amounts of time doing everything but working. I like to learn and Wikipedia is Satan. I can spend hours upon hours reading and learning, recovering lost information from the various manifestations of neurotoxicity that plague my mind via various college inebriants.
Nevertheless, every animal species examined to date has been found to have cannabinoid receptors in the brain.
Four case histories were reported which indicated that the level of physical activity increased immediately after smoking ganja, as did caloric expenditure, but not productivity. It seemed to be that after smoking ganja the workers engaged in more intense and concentrated labour, but this was done less efficiently, especially by heavy users. Contrary to the hypothesis that cannabis use produced an impairment in motivation, they concluded: "In all Jamaican settings observed, the workers are motivated to carry out difficult tasks with no decrease in heavy physical exertion, and their [mistaken] perception of increased output is a significant factor in bolstering their motivation to work." (p79).

Interesting stuff. I'm tackling some math problems and watching the market, what is everyone else up to today?

Monday, February 19, 2007

Successful Traits

I've said it time and time again. Jews are the race I hold in the highest esteem. I have seen numerous examples of the tenets of their culture ingrained with such discipline in their lives. This passage struck me as I was reading about the Russian-Jewish founder of google, Sergey Brin:
As we talk at the bagel shop, Michael keeps careful watch on the time. Every so often he leaps from his chair and dashes outside. This isn’t just for a smoke, although he does light up. He’s also keeping close tabs on the parking meters, his and mine, and takes care when the time runs out to drop in more quarters.
This man never has to work again he is worth so much, yet still he avoids petty expenses. I think the Montessori method is really superior as well.
“From my parents, I certainly learned to be frugal and to be happy without very many things,” Sergey tells me. “It’s interesting—I still find myself not wanting to leave anything on the plate uneaten. I still look at prices. I try to force myself to do this less, not to be so frugal. But I was raised being happy with not so much.”
Profound indeed.


This stuff is so handy, I can't even begin to list all of the things that I have accomplished today and it is only 3pm. My focus capitulates to no stimulant other than that which I desire. Popped a 30mg XR tablet this morning with my oatmeal. I'm on five hours of sleep and I feel amazing.

I feel it mostly in my eyes, as my pupils are so dialated, and the waves dopamine and norepinephrine into the extraneuronal spaces of my brain are like new dawns, coming consistently every few moments when I stop and think about the effects of the drug, which isn't often considering my lazer-like focus. I feel like a predator on the serengeti, and every task I set to conquer is a gazelle.

The fox said I could make a million dollars if I took them for a week straight, I doubt that is something I will ever try however.

I'm not hungry at all, but i've been eating any way because after all it is a hobby of mine..

Run little creatures, run!